emma ruth

~LAST NIGHT~

ALRIGHT.

so I was on the phone with my mom cause she called.

and then i couldnt understand what she was saying.

and well heres how it sorta went. (starting from when it got retarded.)

MOM:"You know the internet for the phone?"

ME:"Uh, yeah?"

MOM:"Can you configure it?"

ME:"Um, I dont know how to do that.." -she makes noises like shes pissed-

MOM:"Give the phone to your dad."-angry voice.

ME:"Gosh, you dont have to be mad a bout it."

MOM:-pissed off laugh- "Im not being mad, what? Im just asking for your dad."

and so she talks to him.

And i guess she told him that he tells me to act like a bitch to her.

which is UNTRUE, i can think for myself thank you very much.

and so then my dad got mad at me for three hours straight.

and now everything is my fault.

and they have alot of self pitty,my parents.

Just five minutes ago, I was talking to my friend on AIM

and i laughed.

and my mom thought i was laughing at her.

so after the phone call she goes, "Emma, do you hate me? You want me to leave?"

~By the way, she asks this alot.

So i dont say anything.

then she goes, "You want me to leave?"

And im sick of all this, so i say, "Yeah,"

really quietly.

and shes like, "Ha, okay. Then ill just leave you."

and she goes and tells my dad.

and he gets mad at me.

tells us to talk to her.

so we do.

then shes ranting on about how we hate her.

my sister and I are failures apparently.

she cries.

my sister tries to talk to her.

then she cries.

my mom still doesnt get it.

and now hopefully she is leaving.

im sick of all this shit. its gay.